Sitting Alone In This Darkened Room,
Zero Words, This Seals My Doom,
Isolated Here, I Feel Tears Nigh,
Am I Hated? If So I'll Die,
Looking Around, No Company To Keep,
"My Life Now Sucks" - My Life's Meaning... Deep...
Feeling Sick, Enclosed In Thought,
I Listen To Verses, My Sanity Bought,
But Maybe Sanity, Is The Last Thing I Need,
For I Wish To Be Dead, So Now I Plead:,
"God Kill Me Now, Why Make Me Suffer?
With The Ailment Of Isolation, To See People Never",
Anger Grips My Heart, It Burns,
The Pain's An Addiction, My Life It Turns,
I'm Now Alone, And Enjoying My Life,
Or So I Thought, Till I Asphyxiate My Strife,
I Realize Now, My Happiness Did Not Exist,
An Illusion Of Mind, To Dull Life's Mist,
And If Life's So, I Must Admit Who Made It's Sick,
Twisted And Fucked, A Fucking Dick,
But If He Wants, Life To Be Hell,
I'll Learn To Love, This World-like Shell.