HotEmoBoy666

Sitting Alone In This Darkened Room,
Zero Words, This Seals My Doom,
Isolated Here, I Feel Tears Nigh,
Am I Hated? If So I'll Die,
Looking Around, No Company To Keep,
"My Life Now Sucks" - My Life's Meaning... Deep...
Feeling Sick, Enclosed In Thought,
I Listen To Verses, My Sanity Bought,
But Maybe Sanity, Is The Last Thing I Need,
For I Wish To Be Dead, So Now I Plead:,
"God Kill Me Now, Why Make Me Suffer?
With The Ailment Of Isolation, To See People Never",
Anger Grips My Heart, It Burns,
The Pain's An Addiction, My Life It Turns,
I'm Now Alone, And Enjoying My Life,
Or So I Thought, Till I Asphyxiate My Strife,
I Realize Now, My Happiness Did Not Exist,
An Illusion Of Mind, To Dull Life's Mist,
And If Life's So, I Must Admit Who Made It's Sick,
Twisted And Fucked, A Fucking Dick,
But If He Wants, Life To Be Hell,
I'll Learn To Love, This World-like Shell.

Changing, Crying, I Tear Out My Hair,
My Skin, It Is Ripping, Yet No One Will Care,
"Why Me", I Scream, Wishing Someone Will Hear,
But No One Walks By, I Have A Curse With No Cure,
Light Shines On My Face, Yet Its Dark All Around,
It's The Middle Night, No People Surround,
People Look Out Their Windows, Too Frightened To Help,
While My Bones Crack And They Move, I Let Out A Yelp,
My Nose Shifts And Melts, Turns Into A Bump,
My Nostrils Are Slits, And My Shoulders, They Slump,
Blood Drips From My Pours,
As My Stretched Flesh Nearly Tore,
Agony Ripples, Throughout My Corpse,
My Skin Turns White, A Deadened Warp,
My Eyes Are Black, I'm Not The Same,
I Have No Idea, What I've Became,
My Teeth Are Sharp, My Ears Are Tall,
My Hair Is Gone, There's Nothing On My Body, I Can Recall,
I'm Fucked, I'm Dead, Is This Just A Bad Dream?
It Sure Seems Not, I See My Sweat Gleam,
I Have A Lust, For Blood And Gore,
This Is Not Good, The Craving Hits My Core,
I Need To Kill, I Need To Eat,
I Want To Cause Fear Till Retreat,
My Perspective Is Gorgeous,
So I'm Satisfied, With My Metamorphosis.

Deep And Black, Yet Full Of Life,
Blazing Stars Cut Like A Knife,
They Shimmer And Glow,
With A Vibrant Show,
Causing Love For All Who Live,
The Sky At Night Could Make Me Forgive,
Forgive All Who May Have Caused,
My Miss At Life To Make My Love Have Paused,
So Love The Stars,
For Their Glorious Scars,
That They Have Carved,
For My Hate To Be Starved,
Starved And Drowned, Giving My Life Meaning,
And Giving My World Its Guiltless Greening,
Of Love And Feeling,
For I Feel As If, My Heart It's Peeling,
Exposing Naked, Bleeding Flesh,
Creating My Way, To Refresh,
Do You Remember When,
You Held Me And Said: "I'll Never Love Again"?
We Looked To The Stars,
And The Love Was Ours,
Each Single Dot,
Imploded On Spot,
And Light Itself, Faded And Died,
Whilst Life Fell, Where Eternal Night Would Reside.

Cut Throat, Rotting Tongue,
I'm Bleeding From My Eyes,
Mangled Hands, Decaying Lungs,
In My Skin The Eggs Of Flies,

Maggots Crawl Throughout My Flesh,
Feeding On My Withered Soul,
My Body Laying In The Trash, Anything But Fresh,
By All My Sin, I Guess This Is My Deadly, Sickly Toll,

Blood Drips, And Pools Beneath,
My Clothes Are Stained With Red,
My Makeup Runs, Floods To My Teeth,
Staining Them To Look Like Lead,

Raped And Drained...

Snapped Legs, Flayed Skin,
Raw Muscle Revealed,
The Bone Protruding From My Shin,
Vomiting Bile, Over I'm Keeled,

Hateful Lies, Dangle Over,
A Bladed Pendulum Of Darkness,
Only Wish To See, But One More Clover,
But I Still Gape At Hatred's Starkness,

I'll Give Up Hope,
I'm Cut And Bled,
So In The Corner I Mope,
Only Wishing I Were Dead...

Raped And Drained...

When I See Your Face, Joy Fills My Heart,
Your Every Gaze, A Deadly Dart,

I Fear If I, Just Screw Up Once,
You'll Leave Me For Dead, And I'll Cry For Months,

So Forever And Now, I Push Aside,
Those Thoughts Of Hate, Like Out Going Tide,

Everything, Of Beauty Reminds,
Me Of Your Face, The Way It Shines,

But Blackened Tears, They Fill My Eyes,
Cause Like A Rose, Every Single Thing Dies,

I Asphyxiate, For Thinking Like So,
Causes My Fears, So These Thoughts Must Go,

Leave My Head, Bleed Out My Ears,
And Let Them Drain, Off Black-Lake Piers,

You Touch My Hand, Emotions Arise,
They Fill My Head, My Eyes They Blind,

My Pulse Dies Down, And Smoothens Out,
For I Know Right Now, Life Has No Doubt.